♥ Apple

♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008

♥ Apple

For the very last time I'm gonna say this, to the few no life people. If you dont have the evidence and you are not at the spot dont anyhow make statement from your assumption. You cant even clear your freaking mess and still want to ruin my happiness. No way idiots! Dont you idiots have better thing to do then disturbing my happy relationship. I know you idiots are just jealous or else you wont do such small action that irritates people. I believe in karma, bless you all with whatever bad thing which you all have did to me and return back to you 10 times more worst than mine.

And now time to reveal my sweet...

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My sweet =) His my dream boyfriend that I've ever wanted. I'm blessed~ His gonna be my last boyfriend for sure cause I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with this sweetie. I know dar is gonna kill me but I still wanna type this message that he have sent to me, it's sweet, I know people are gonna say things like "Aiya just together only how will you know if his your future husband." But just been together doesnt mean he wont be my husband. Haha~ He sent "Promise me that you would be the one who walk down that aisle of that church wearing that gown." I'm like so touched~ Haha... I'm not gonna care how people will think but for sure I know I'm happy with this love of mine. I love you Chris!

Yesterday after school head to Hougang Ave 8 to cut my hair into bangs. Omg I dont dare to take photo anymore untill it get long. I was whining the whole afternoon untill I met dar when his nights out than I stop whining. Dar say it looks fine to him but I know his trying to comfort me, thanks sweet but I know it looks bad on me. Went to withdraw money from my A/C cause his dad transfer it to my A/C. Had our dinner at KFC, we played all the way untill we finish our dinner. Play and play around the shopping mall, it's so fun just by bullying my sweet. LOL~ Lucky sweet can stand my nonsense XD I just feel so happy at the sight of my sweet, he really know how to make my day. Make himself look silly just to put a smile on my face. 10 pm sweet sent me to the mrt station, I head home and sweet head back to camp. I'm happy that we are able to meet each other tomorrow untill Sunday than he book in =) I've got school tomorrow and I've got to work cant afford to stay up any longer.

To my love: Dar I will treasure you, appreciate your love and your care. I love you, I'll be the gf that you've wanted. I'll do anything just to make this relationship last and of cause to make you happy.

♥ Is the air

12:26 AM

♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008

♥ Apple

I'm not very free like what people think, I've need to study, work and accompany my boy. People get to the core of what my jobscoop is than judge me. That time SIA golf event my job is to sell cans of drinks at $20 each and night event I have to sell lucky draw tickets at $30 each. There is nothing wrong with my job. My job is to sell thing and that's all. Dont anyhow judge me and never get to the core of the matter and spread bad stuff about me. Fucking brainless idiot, do you all get this! I know who the fuck say bad stuff about me dont make me name out your fucking name. You people are those people who I've said people who rot their life and with no aim for the future. Curse me more people, you all are just jealous about me. Low educated dumbass!

Yupe I'm modeling now, doing events and my boyfriend accept my job so what the fuck you people think you are to judge me. Brainless fuck! Treasure things before it's gone, dont wait till you lose it than regret. Dont fucking hell act in front of people how poor thing you are. I dont deserve what ever I had in the past. It's the fact! I'm in good hands now, I've got the sweetest boyfriend I've ever wanted. I'm gonna treasure him so much that I've never did and appreciate him for whatever he do. His just the dream boyfriend that I've wanted so long.

Plan with dear that we are going to take couple photoshoot, than we'll travel this year most probably cause dear said that he will take leave. So sweet =) My boyfriend is sweet enough to take MC just to bring me to school and wait for my lesson end and accompany me through out the day. Where can you find such a sweetie? He dont really control me, I just love it! He click with my friends and it's like never happen before to me. Tomorrow going to find dear near his camp so we can meet for a short while also better than nothing. This Thursday and Friday gonna work~

My Boyfriend is...

Next post than I'll reveal XD Stay tune~

♥ Is the air

8:28 PM

♥ Monday, May 26, 2008

♥ Apple

Last Friday I didnt went for my BTT, lazy. So I rot at home untill 5pm I set off to work. Lucky that night time past by very fast, phew~ after that met up Jileen to drink. She left early after that, accompany boyfriend to find his friend and we drink again. Reached home 6 plus am, OMG! Sat met boyfriend 11 plus am, went to vivo stroll around. Wherever we go boyfriend will lost sight of me. Haha~ So many times somemore. Scare me cause I'm not holding my stuff, I'm empty handed and boyfriend is holding on to my stuff. We head to Sentosa, lay down on the beach and we talk and talk and talk. Head down to the sea talk and talk again. The weather super nice that day, not very warm. After that we head home get change and we meet up again to catch chocolate at Vivo. Nice show~ reached home at around 5 plus am.

Yesterday went to Kovan with mimi to make my spec than after that went to Carlton Hotel as one of my relative treat us dinner. Big family~ After that met boy at city hall MRT station, went to Esplanade chit chat with dear. Reached home around 1 plus am cause I'm having lesson the next day.

Today dear came to pick me up and bring me to school. He waited for the 1st 1 hour outside my class than had our break, he join in our group. Than he came into our classroom. Haha~ First time my boyfriend came into my class. After lesson went to Compass point to print our photo than head to his house, sleep sleep sleep untill 7 plus had dinner with his family. Nice family~

I wanna change my phone to k850i, dar is holding that phone. But when I try using it I feel like throwing it into the bin. LOL~ so complicated T.T

♥ Is the air

10:26 PM

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I hope people will understand my meaning of childish, childish thinking childish act. I'm not refering to my current bf. -_-" I'm refering to some people who rot their lives away and with no aim for their futures. Every bad things have come to a end. I'm out of the picture, but some idiots out there trying to check on me. I mean what you can do to me, if so what valid reson you have to take action on me? There is no more reason for that few particular idiots to ruin my happy life. I didnt do anything wrong. There's no reason for me to dwell in the past. Get a life!

♥ Is the air

1:31 AM

♥ Sunday, May 25, 2008

♥ Apple

There is something I would like to say, I've met someone who can love me so much that I've never felt so before, take good care of me like a precious to him. I've tell him whatever he need to know about me and my past, he still accept me for whoever I am and said that what matter is now and the future. It's so hard to find guys like him, I've told him before that my next bf will be my very last bf and his gonne be my husband for sure.

In my mind now is to settle down, I'm willing to wait for him ORD and we've make plans for our future =) He treat me like a princess, dont let me take my stuff, when we are shopping he scare that he might lose me cause of the crowd. (He've lost sight of me so many times yesterday and his so panic). His taking good care of me. We have so many heart to heart talk yesterday just to clear some doubts and we are sure we are meant to be.

I know people may be wondering why I can accept someone else like in such a short period. It's not because of love at 1st sight or a replacement. I would like to declare here that I've long ago lose my feeling for my ex but it's just that I've never notice. Reason why the feeling fade is because the way how he ill treated me. He can curse me like I'm his enemy, curse my parents and hit me times and times again and each time is getting worst untill I bleed. I'm now left with a big bad scar.

When it's time I'll reveal who is this sweetie that I'm talking about. It's just matter of time and I do not want any unnecessary troubles for him. Reason why is because some fucking bastard may come and spoil our r/s or create trouble for my sweet. Isnt this childish? Everything have come to a end so I dont think I'm doing anything wrong now. I just want to have a sweet bf who can show me the commitment that I've wanted, the love and care that I've wanted too. We'll stay strong for our r/s.

P.S: I love you boyfriend.

♥ Is the air

2:17 PM

♥ Saturday, May 24, 2008

♥ Apple

Busy Busy! Will blog when I can. I'm feeling so happy, loved and sweet XD Heading out now.

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9:29 PM

♥ Thursday, May 22, 2008

♥ Apple

Yesterday met Captain Simon for dinner, he came to pick me up at my house downstair at 6.40pm then we head to a restaurant located at Orchard. Nice food! Didnt manage to took picture of the food cause my phone camara sucks T.T After that he drove me to Vivo to meet Jileen and Hui Zhen, talk with both sweeties awhile than we head to carpark to meet Simon and he give us a lift to Jileen's house. Waited for her to get changed and Simon drove us down to Martin. Met Chris and his friends before we head up to Martin. I didnt really drink there cause before hand me and Simon have already finish a bottle of red wine. Bad headach T.T

Reached Martin saw Joyce's brother chat awhile. Jileen and Hui zhen left at 4 plus and the rest left too. Chris and me left at 6 plus. Than today met Chris and his friend at Compass point than had our lunch hang around at Seng kang. Then we head to a clinic located at Seng Kang as Chris need to take MC after that we head home. Working tml~ I've got BTT tomorrow omg!

♥ Is the air

9:08 PM

♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

♥ Apple

Went casting yesterday at bugis, met 7 pretty girls! Woot~ exchange numbers of cause! Didnt got in for the casting but in the later afternoon Casse call me up saying one of the sweetie wanted to work with her god sister but her god sister wasnt choosen so she's not working. So still waiting for the result see if I'm choosen. Hopefully can get in cause I need $_$.

After that walk around at Bugis I saw someone and talk to someone for very long. Hang around at Bugis than head to Orchard meet up my girl and classmate at Chips. Pour my all my sad feeling out thank Pam for the warmth hug =) Some stupid thing happened and which make me hate that someone even more (another someone). I hope that friends around this someone could wake up from this someone act. Someone is just acting nice in front of you all but the real side of this someone you all have never seen before. Be careful of this someone! Sorry Jileen that I didnt manage to meet her up yesterday cause due to me in a low spirit but promise later to go and find her. =) Omg my blog is getting too wordy! Promise will upload pictures ^-^

P.S: Thanks Pam for being the sweetest gf.

I just hate you so much that I've never hate anyone before. Your childish act is just making me more irritated. End means end what the point for keep on msging me telling how much you hate me, swear/curse me? What ever I do now doesnt matters to you, scold me for wearing what ever I like for what ? Fuck off ok, fucking bastard!

♥ Is the air

2:36 PM

♥ Tuesday, May 20, 2008

♥ Apple

Hate it! Why I still have this holding back feeling? I thought I'm fine -_-" Even what ever I write here it will be non sense to some one. Move on please~ Blah...

♥ Is the air

1:53 AM

♥ Monday, May 19, 2008

♥ Apple

Went to visit grand anut this morning, now resting at home. Getting my lappy tomorrow =) Finally! Waiting for Pam to call me, dont know if she's sleeping or not. Girls if there's any jobs please tell me thank you =) Need money urgently~

Some stuff are better to be left not explain or mention about it anymore. Move on, there's nothing much for me to dwell on after all the crying. My eye superb sore now.

♥ Is the air

2:38 PM

♥ Sunday, May 18, 2008

♥ Apple

Staying home really makes me think so much till from I feel sad to overwhelming sadness. Why things have become this way? Or is it I'm too use of being with him? My eye too swollen to cry, it's hurts but not as much as how I'm feeling now. I just wanna numb myself so badly. I know patching back wont make situation better and breaking up hurts. Guess it's really the end for us. I know I have to tell myself to move on.

I really want to thanks for the time we spent together for the past 2 yrs nearing 3 yrs. Maybe we are really not meant to be together. I would like to say that I really love and miss you alot. I wanted to message you and tell you this but I know that you cant be bother. So hopefully you will come by and read up. All the best to you.

P.S: Goodbye love.

♥ Is the air

6:43 PM

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♥ Apple

New blog! Start a fresh with my everyday ranting. LOL! Oh ya we have broke off yesterday. Nothing much to comment about. So sudden he came to read my blog. Well... there might be a possibility that his kpos friend tell him what I've wrote in my blog. It doesnt matter now, read my blog I'm fine and ok with it, not happy just exit =) Busy busy weeks for me. Will blog again when I have the time, mean while stay tune ^-^

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11:24 AM