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By the name of Tham Zhu En.
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Graduated with Diploma in Business Management,
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

♥ Apple

Life's great great great XD I'm superb happy, truely happy. Wait I've stable my stuff I'll blog more yeah =) I love Kawasaki! -_-" Off to dota.



Is the air

5:40 AM




Monday, July 28, 2008

♥ Apple

Live still got to move on, stay strong and be happy. I dont know if I'm truely happy now or I'm just deceiving myself but I hope I'm truely feeling happy. Must keep on remind myself not to dwell on the past cause it's a dead end which I can see. Study hard and play hard is what I can do now. Will update a proper post when things are getting better for me.



Is the air

7:48 AM




Friday, July 25, 2008

♥ Apple

I miss you, I miss those time we spend together. I regret...



Is the air

12:56 AM




Tuesday, July 22, 2008

♥ Apple

I'm feeling hurt and mad at the same time. If you love her why did you came into my life? Spoiling the relation I have with him. Maybe just like what people have said when a girl is at her lowest point of life, he'll get this chance to get her. Not that I'm trying to say all this mean stuff to you, but it's mean enough to put her photo at your friendster within a night. My words are nothing and wont hurt you anyway. You dont care about how I feel, why should I anymore? I'll just type whatever here and need not think twice if there will be negative impact on you. So mad that I want to tell you how much I hate you. Whenever I try to change think again it's not worth it cause your mind is always with her. That's reason that make me look like I didnt put any effort. You rather keep her photos and not leaving a single photo of us. Ever since we quarrel about her you'll say good stuff about her and wearing back the ring you have with her.

The sweet part is thanks for the memory that you have left in the starting part of the relationship. It's been really sweet and nice. Come to think of it, is it because I'm overwhelm with hurt and mad feeling that I cant write anymore details of our sweet memory. Oh well nothing more to write here, I'll move on with my life. I can do whatever I want without restriction! Yippee~ I swear to lead my life better than those heart breaker. Woot~ Wanted to post our photos but think again better not cause her photo means much more to you even if I post it really means nothing to you. So "right click", "select all" and "delete"! Everything goes into the bin.



Is the air

4:25 PM




Saturday, July 12, 2008

♥ Apple

Now then I know what is your point of view about me. It hurts so much than what I've said to you, thanks for paying back so much times back to me. I've been so blind after all. I just hope that I can really wake up from all this bad stuff. Even when posting this post I've still got to think if the words I type here will hurt him or not. Pissed with myself for being so silly after all. It's all my fault. Fcuk up.



Is the air

3:48 AM




Tuesday, July 8, 2008

♥ Apple

Finally I've update, too many mess for me to clear up. Finally today is the time where everything have come to a clear END. It's the best time for me to brain wash myself and think what I've really want in my life but I know by the time I've make up my decision it's time where I regret and I cant get what I've wanted back.

By now I've already know I cant get what I've want back but it's better than running away from the mess. I'm so tired now, physically and mentally tired. My eye is so sore, sobing over and over again till I'm having a super bad headach.

I'm not attached to anyone now, I'm not gonna answer anyone who asked about what happened in my love life because I dont even know where to start and even me myself cant explain it clearly so there's no need for me to explain to people who are curious.

Let time heal everything, I guess their life will be better without me. My plan now for now is to work super hard and when school reopen in August I'm gonna study super extra hard. After school I'll just head home and game till my desktop or lappy die.

P.S: I believe in karma, do you? Is anyone willing to accompany me to Genting or take me to the beach to look at the stars? It will be the best medicine to me now. I tot of going to sentosa to chill later on =) Anyone?

Valerie it's time we should
plan our outing!
As promised my meet ups with YiXian,
Secondary school mates and my beloved girls.
My beloved girls I'm gonna call you up for meet ups!
Lastly please intro me any available jobs!
Thank You!



Is the air

3:04 AM