There is something I would like to say, I've met someone who can love me so much that I've never felt so before, take good care of me like a precious to him. I've tell him whatever he need to know about me and my past, he still accept me for whoever I am and said that what matter is now and the future. It's so hard to find guys like him, I've told him before that my next bf will be my very last bf and his gonne be my husband for sure.In my mind now is to settle down, I'm willing to wait for him ORD and we've make plans for our future =) He treat me like a princess, dont let me take my stuff, when we are shopping he scare that he might lose me cause of the crowd. (He've lost sight of me so many times yesterday and his so panic). His taking good care of me. We have so many heart to heart talk yesterday just to clear some doubts and we are sure we are meant to be. I know people may be wondering why I can accept someone else like in such a short period. It's not because of love at 1st sight or a replacement. I would like to declare here that I've long ago lose my feeling for my ex but it's just that I've never notice. Reason why the feeling fade is because the way how he ill treated me. He can curse me like I'm his enemy, curse my parents and hit me times and times again and each time is getting worst untill I bleed. I'm now left with a big bad scar.When it's time I'll reveal who is this sweetie that I'm talking about. It's just matter of time and I do not want any unnecessary troubles for him. Reason why is because some fucking bastard may come and spoil our r/s or create trouble for my sweet. Isnt this childish? Everything have come to a end so I dont think I'm doing anything wrong now. I just want to have a sweet bf who can show me the commitment that I've wanted, the love and care that I've wanted too. We'll stay strong for our r/s. 
P.S: I love you boyfriend.
