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Monday, June 23, 2008

♥ Apple

I'm back from Genting like 2 days ago? Will update what my boy and me did at Genting and our photos too. Currently not really in the mood to blog a decent post.

I'm not sure what time I'm able to meet boy, I hope that we could meet today. I hope everything will be resolve fast and we can spend our time together peacefully. Seeing boy so vex really make me feel so helpless. I'm sorry boy that I cant help you nor I cant even make you feel any better. Hai... I wanna see my Darling boy so much. I'm feeling worried, my mind so mess up that I really cant think properly. So many things have happened, hope that things will get better. I really hope so... I love you laogong.



Is the air

5:02 PM






♥ Apple

Supporting one of my sweetest girlfriend. Do visit her online
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This is for you my dear =)

Hope it will help you in anyway.
And remember to book the chalet, our shopping day,
sentosa day!
Your whole July is mine!




Is the air

2:18 AM




Tuesday, June 17, 2008

♥ Apple



12 June - My love was on fever, so he got 2 days MC. After school head to Compass Point to get something for him to eat. Head home wait for him to reached Seng Kang, my love reached Seng Kang still arrived at my house downstairs despite being so ill. I'm touched my boy. Met him and we head to his house, tried my best to take care of him but I feel that I didnt really do much to help him feel better other than looking at how sick he is. Saw a few tries of injection of drip marks on his hand really make me feel heart pain. Sorry laogong, I do really feel bad. Got home at around 11 plus, study for my class test till 3 am I head to bed, I'm dead beat.

13 June - Class test was @.@ for me. I'm dead for sure. I'm in deed dead inside the class cause I have difficulties in writting due to my asthma, I gave up. After that head to laogong house immediately as he said that he vomited. So I accompany him rest untill I fell asleep and when he've woke up I didnt even notice at all. Head out with laogong to meet my classmate and most of all his darling Jon. Boo~ Met them at Haji lane for shisa session. Most of them left at 12 plus am, after awhile Jessica (Jon's friend) came we slack nearby till 1 plus am we head to Cine to catch The Hulk at around 2 plus am, shows end at around 4 plus. Cabbed back home with laogong.

14 June - Meet laogong in the evening time at Compass Point and we waited for Fat ball to reached Compass Point, three of us had our dinner at Yoshi. After that laogong and fat ball head back to laogong's house and I head back to my house to get change and we head down to Boat Quay fo drinking session, met Jon and Jessica there too. Laogong sent me home at around 1 plus am cause I was so wasted after that he head back to that pub after sending me home.




15 June - Met laogong at Compass Point and we head to Cine for sushi session after that we head back to Compass Point slacked awhile and we head to TTSH as boy wanna take MC. Left there at around I forget what time and we head to Serangoon Garden as it's Ah Lam's birthday and they are celebrating at one of the pub there. Everyone is so drunk, people are getting down and the atmosphere is so damp. Head home at 2 am.

16 June - Went to laogong's house at around 4 plus pm, slacked and we head to Compass Point at around 8 plus pm. Left the place at around nearing 11 pm, chatted with laogong nearby his house and I head home at around nearing 12 am.

Just now I was so bored that I begin to pack a bit stuff for my Genting trip cause I scare that I might leave out some stuff that I may need to use. It's getting near! Woot~ I'm so excited! I've got so much to do on Wed, I've got to buy stuff that is needed for the trip and I've got to exchange currency blah blah and so on. I think I'm really so lazy to upload photos. Think July I'll have a mega upload of photos. LOL~ My June is so packed, packed with my honey moon with sweet, study week than exam and end of June!

My dear I'm sorry, I dont know what I'm thinking, what I'm doing and why am I behaving this way. Sorry that it hurts you in anyway. I really love you that's why I'm sensitive to some stuff that might make us upset. Hope that this trip is gonna be a nice one and things will be better for us. I feel bad and sad too. You mean alot to me, really... I'm sorry that I've mistreat you.







Is the air

3:15 AM




Friday, June 13, 2008

♥ Apple



Gossh! It's 1.21am now and I'm not studying yet. Have been surfing the net and rotting now. I'm lazy =( Happy that laogong fever got better. Off to study.






Is the air

1:21 AM




Thursday, June 12, 2008

♥ Apple

Last Thurs after school head home rest and I head to work.

6 June - After school head home rest again than head to clark quay work with Janice. After work went for drinking session at Martin with Laogong and Jileen as it's her bday. Haha~ Head home by train the morning.

7 June - Head to Bugis as Dar and Fat ball wanna play snooker, after that we head to Martin again to finish up our balance. Jon came after dont know what time, after the balance finish went with Jon to another pub. Went home at around 5 plus in the morning.

8 June - Head to Dar's house after waited for him to get prepared we head down to Kovan to enquire about our Genting trip. Lucky the lady is sweet enough to help us reserve the place when we haven make full payment. After that we head to Hougang Ave 8 as Laogong wanna trim his hair. Jeffery was saying both of us(Laogong & me) let him cut our hair for 4 to 5 years but yet we didnt get to met each other. Haha~ But our fate was at Bugis street, haha~ We've met at least =) After that fat ball came to meet us after cutting their hair we head to Hougang Mall to meet Joker and the rest as Dar wanna get back PSP from him. Head back to Dar's house after he got back the PSP, he get prepared, sent me home and head back to camp.

9 June - After school went home rest awhile, waited for Sany to pass me uniform and my pay. After that head down to Kovam to make full payment for Laogong and mine Gebting trip. Honey moon! Hahah~ At first the lady was saying " Going for honey moon huh? " Then I just smile and after that she ask for my IC number she was shocked that I was 19 -_-" she thought that Dar and me are married couple. Haha~ Then she say " Oh go Genting and play with your bf arh? " Was superb happy that I'm going to Genting with my beloved Laogong. It's my first time going there and more over it's with my love. So excited! After that got home, fool around with my lappy than off to bed.

10 June - Got home after school, take a nap and head to CCK to meet my laogong. Finally get to meet him, felt relieve the moment I see him cause I've been very keen to see him. Miss my boy till very sad. Dont know why? For the first time I'm feeling this way. Ha! Had our dinner, hang around and laogong sent me to the station around 10 pm than he head back to camp. Laogong I saw the flying kiss that you gave me! Thanks! So sweet~ Haha... Head home, use my lappy and I'm off to bed.

It's 1.38 am now so it's 12 June now, so nevermind I'll just say "just now". After school head back home, play with my hair and camwhoring till 3pm than I take a nap till 4.30pm woke up get prepare to work. Before hand I message laogong,

Me: "laogong I feel so happy that my fringe is long again and I've being camwhoring!"

Laogong: " How to make long again? "

Me: " I use my other portion of hair to cover my bangs. Fun leh! So happy now. Woot~"

Laogong: "Haiyo. You waste your sleeping time to do all these. Dont know how to say you. "

Me: " Dont you know that I'm very random? Feel like smacking me right? Ok I'm off to bed now. Sorry laogong. Haha. I'm just too bored. "

After replying him I'm off to bed, work was fine was working with Janice again but while during work laogong told me that his down with a fever of 40 degree. Got his injection and drip, so worried. After work finally get to hear his voice (first call of the day as his having live firing from morning till night), chat awhile just to check if his ok. Reached home give him a call again, woke him up (I'm sorry sweet.) he sound super cute. Like as if he've just cried. Haha~ He sound so super sick, didnt dare to drag the conversation any longer so we hang up fast as he need to rest.

I've got to sleep early tonight, laogong hope that you will take good care of yourself when I'm not with you. You really make me worried for you silly boy. I'm happy that I'll get to see you on Friday soon and few more days we'll be going to Genting! Cant wait! I promise I'll write a superb sweet testi for you, update your friendster sweet and when I've got time I'll update too =) Things are getting more sweet for us, fortunate to have you as my boy. Thanks sweet =) laogong and me said that if we dont call each other " laogong and laopo " we'll come out a punish for the one who never call each other that. That's why my whole entire post is laogong here and there haha~ dont want to give him any chance to bully me XD promise that I'll upload pictures. I'm really very busy~



Is the air

1:10 AM




Friday, June 6, 2008

♥ Apple

I feel so heart pain, superb miserable feeling that I've never felt before. I know you care sweet, give me time and I'll let you feel secure but in the mean time I really hope that you wont whine anymore. I know you are thinking alot of stuff that you do not want to mention, I'm ok with it. I'll wait till when it's time then you tell me. It's very heartach to see you deep in thoughts for the thing you are vexing for. I've always try my best not to make you think too much but I've failed. Sorry I'm a bad girlfriend, I superb admit this. You are the boyfriend that I want but I've never thought that will I be a idea girlfriend for my dream boy. Sorry for my selfish thinking. This heartach is so painful that I swear I've never felt before. I just love you too much boy. Can you see my effort and commitment to this r/s? I dont hold it so lightly like how you think. I can see your effort and commitment, thanks for expressing your feeling to me (This is not what a guy commonly will do). It's good cause I'm able to know what you are thinking and how you are feeling. Dar I wanna say if you really need someone to be there for you when you are down, I hope that I'm the one who you will choose to be there for you. I dont want to see you vexing by yourself and been so helpless, remember sweet I'm here for you cause I love and care about you just so much. I'm sorry that you still have to put up with my freaking attitude when you are so physically and mentally tired. For the first time hearing you break down, it hurts. Dear mark my words, I will try my best to change myself to be a better gf, I will make you feel super loved and care that you have never felt before. I love you christopher ng seng liang.

P.S: All I need is your love and care, super look forward to our Genting trip. Thanks for making me happy in anyway you can, I appreciate my dear =) This song is for you dar, listen to the lyrics, it's what I'm trying to tell yeah. Baby I've post your favourite song in my blog, whenever I miss you I'll listen to this song and u are my idol too cause you sing well =) WOOT~




Sorry - Buckcherry



Is the air

12:06 AM




Thursday, June 5, 2008

♥ Apple

29 May - After school got home, rest and I head to work. Boy came to fetch me after my work. Sweet sent me home =)

30 May - Sweet sent me to school, accompany me through out the lesson. Help me to jot down the important notes and highlight important points for me. After lesson end head to sweet's house around night time he fetch me home.

31 May - Was suppose to go sentosa in the morning but end up it's raining, so the trip is call off. Head to sweet's house accompany him sleep untill evening time I head back home get change and went down to boat quay with dear to meet my classmate for drinking session. Went to Luna too! Wee~ than reached home around 5 plus am.

01 June - Accompany dear through out the day than head down to TTSH with sweet cause he take MC. After that head back to SengKang slack and than dear send me home.

02 June - Dear sent me to school, accompany me through out the whole lesson than we head back to his house after my lesson end. Accompany sweet to take MC at 805 and we head back to sengkang slack again. Sweet brought me to this spot where I get to see star. Thanks dar ^^ I head home around 1 plus am cause I'm having headach.

03 June - Sweet and Joker accompany me to school, after lesson ended we head back to SengKang. Accompany sweet to polyclinic to take MC, after that head to his house than around evening time he sent me back home to get change and head down to Boat Quay to for drinking session again. Left the pub around 1 plus am, head down to Plaza play a few round of pool than dota with his friend untill around nearing 6 am we head home.

04 June - Didnt went to school, lazy... Woke up head to boy's house around 4 plus head down to Compass point to meet his friend slack awhile than we head down to kakit bukit to collect my lappy. Finally I got my HP Pavilion DV3025TX, superb lappy =) Lucky sweet was there to help me carry it back to my house. Phew~ After that meet his friend awhile than on the way back to boy's house met Sany at Compass Point to collect some stuff than continue walk back to dear's house. Accompany sweet awhile than he went back camp around 9 plus pm. Will try to upload photos if I can because my new lappy is not very well set up yet, documents a bit mess up.

P.S: Sorry sweet that I'm not a very idea gf but I will try my best to be ur idea gf. Thanks for treating me like a precious. I love you alot, this few days have been a bit rough for us but I believe our r/s will get better like you say our ant is getting bigger. Haha~ Cute joke dar ^^ I miss you so much that I cant sleep and I'm here blogging and listening to the few songs that you've always listen to. I feel sad about the way how you reply me. Please dont treat me this way =( I feel so mess up.



Is the air

1:13 AM




Monday, June 2, 2008

♥ Apple

Have been busy spending time with my sweet, will blog later at night ^^ Cheers~



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2:48 AM