My blog is rotting.
Pardon me, cause I'm so lazy.
Nth much to blog about too =x
Well this is a post that's gonna be about Royce and it's gonna be the
last one and make it as a memory that
I wanna to remember about.
So when I look back I can remember
how did I pass my teenage life with him.
Like from a young and ugly girl to a more
presentable girl now.
All thanks to him, gladly appreciated
cause he put in alot of effort to make a big change in me.
What I am last time was is just like a "typical lian"
and open and close my mouth with vulgarities.
Shake leg and seriously do not behave like a girl at all.
I believe that his love for me is true cause last time
I really look so ugly and what else can he accept me for?
Love of cause.
If people is expecting that he want me is for S**
I can strongly said no cause we are together for
3 years plus.
He deleted our photobucket (Like so many pictures of us!)
and so I deleted my 3 years plus
post about him.
I feel wasted for deleting it but well,
what done is done.
Even though his temper are bad but I've tried my best to
last with him.
I've got my bad too like I will give
attitude over small stuff and he bear with me too.
So it's a give and take thing.
He tried his best to be a good bf,
I can feel and see so.
He've prove himself but it's just that maybe our fate have
reached the end and it's time for the both of us
to move on.
His the first and ever I've tried so hard to love and care for.
To throw away my pride for.
Try my best to be a good gf but I guess I can never
ever reached his expectation.
Never will I accept what he've did when I went to
Malaysia.
I can see that the both of us are moving on well.
It's great!
I wanna tell royce here that I really want to thanks him alot
for his love, care and for looking out for me and I'm
all grown up to be more independant.
Esp. on teaching me life's experience and handling
different kind of people.
I'm not gonna care if he will be reading this but I just wanna
express how I feel.
No more holding back feelings for him, just to thanks
him as a friend or stranger.
Just hope that he will take care and some day I'll hope that
he can find his right partner.
I'll remember the times we had like we use to cook,
sleep, game, outings together.
Cook - His the one cooking I'm just helping out.
Sleep - I'll disturb him like at least 30 mins or talk crap before we
fell asleep.
Game - We'll play same games together to kill our time and
train togther.
Outings - He'll bring me to the beach for a picnic,
Kent ridge park for the night view and places
which I suggested that it's romantic to go.
It's like 24/7 always together for 3 years plus.
I may feel odd now but I'll get use to it.
You are the one that I've been so in love with
and committed with.
I'll always remember March 06 & Dec 07.
It's the most precious memories to the both of us.
We almost got married but too bad we
didnt carried out the plan.
I guess that's all for this post.
Since 19 June 05
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14 March 09 a clear end.
Goodbye Royce.
