After this few days my thinking and temper got better.
Yes I am mad at that point of time and
of cause I will blah everything out on how
I feel and what really happened.
Out of a sudden I just felt the emptyness inside me.
It's like from a girl who's attached and being tied up in
a good & a bad way to a girl who is not attached and have all
the time in the world of her own.
My gf are attached and I've been left with no choice
but to stay at home.
But the more I stay at home the more my mind will run wild.
I will think back of the funny and happy moment we had.
Think back of how I'll kill my time just to wait for his work end.
Few years r/s it's truely very hard to let go.
I cannot deny that anymore.
Well I guess the way we are now is best for the both of us
or not =(
I love and hate you at the same time.
So so much.
I hate the way you react when you are mad.
I love you and the way how you make me happy back.
Glad that I'm wearing back that star pendent again.
Post again @ 10.19pm
Just came back from Compass point with my parent to help
them apply MIO plan.
I call him but he dont give a damn.
Why am I still so stupid hoping that situation will be better?
I guess it's really time that all good things come to an end.
I will move on, bye.
