I feel so much better after sending him msg. I'll put a full stop to this chapter of my life. This is gonna be the last post about him. I love him so much but I'm willing to forget what have happened and that I've been treated like a fool for 3 month.Gonna get ready to meet mummy go change my hp number. Just wanna lead a simple and carefree life, be back my usual self. I'm so hurt and I know it's gonna take sometime to heal. I can forgive him, there must be a reason behind it. I'll accept what he have done to me and the decision he have made. Knowing that his happy I'll be happy too, glad that he have found who he really love. I just wanna say here that I hope he will take good care of himself and ride safely always. I wanted to tell him that we could still be friend but I dont think it's a good idea in anyway. This 3 months have been a sweet memory to me, it's well kept in my heart. I may not be the one who you really love or I'm not good enough for yeah.To him : I believe in fate if we are able to still be friend. I love you alot but I really have to let go. Just really want you to be happy.I think this is the best way of handling the situation now. None is hurt, I'll bear all this shit alone cause I'm sure I'm able to handle and get over it. Get myself so dead beat that I wont have to think so much and get going with my life.P.S: I love you Chee Wei.
