♥By the name of Tham Zhu En♥.
Freelance Model
Graduated with Diploma in Business Management,
currently a full time slacker.
Birthday falls on Halloween Day.
What I'm into now is Left 4 Dead. Join me! Tham Zhu En's Profile Email : Click Here Friendster : Click Here
So lost, speechless, hurt & sad. Now then I know the answer to my doubts this pass 3 months. It's time for me to let go, enjoy my life well after all this ups and downs. Be my happy self back. Anyway I'm single now, dont wanna mention much about what is really going on now. Only want him to be happy and with the one who he really love to be happy with. Cant really sleep now, no one to turn to. Wanna cry out so hard that I'm so tired and fell asleep. By the time I wake up everything will be fine. I really love him alot but I know it's really the very last time I'm gonna say I'm really letting go after I found the answer to my doubts.
Time to move on, get my studies done, work hard and start to save money to travel. Maybe staying single would be the best for my current situation now. It hurt so much that I really cant lie to myself that it's ok or deny that I'm sad. It's so hard to vent it out. I'm gonna break down anytime. I guess I just need sometime alone to wake myself up from all this nightmare.
