Feeling so down, just wish that I could vent it out. Why things have to turn out this way. Maybe it's time that it comes to an end. At least I've tried my best, think back about the past it really does put a smile on my face cause it's sweet. It's hard to let go but I'll try my best.I just want to have a simple r/s
that will last.
Peaceful & simple that's all that I've asked for.
But seems so hard to get.
I really love you,
hoping to last with you,
but oh well...
Think I'll get some sleep to feel better. Your message really hurt me & every single action of yours. Speechless...
Blogged @ 12.46pm
After seeing those message I've come to a decision, I promise I'll let go for sure. Since you have stated so clear. Try my best not to step into your circle of life, for this I'll try cause I know I'm soft hearted & will have the urge to message etc. super down feeling. Boo... I just wanna numb my feeling towards r/s. Really tired out by relation-shit stuff, it's time to be single hood. I dont wanna torture myself anymore. Happy is what I want but get some sleep to calm myself first. =)
Blogged @ 1.03pm
Freaking swear to myself I wont make this history repeat again. Never! After being such a superb nice gf but not appreciated, oh well~ No more such non sense again. Move on with my life great. =)
